jenny

thank you all so very much for your replies.i lost jenny 3 weeks ago.my vet was,as ever,wonderful but i finally had to admit that it was selfish of me and i had to let her go.im really really struggling though.with the guilt and whhat ifs but mostly just missing her SO much.people keep telling me ykow..."just a dog"but im a wreck.pathetic.my home isnt a home without my hairy heartbeat yknow.hoping rainbow bridge really there.
will rescue another staffie in time.they are the best people ive met
again thanks for your replies.jennys verysad mumxxx

sorry to heard that

Thinking of you at this very hard time. Its going to be hard but time is a great healer. Massive hugs hun Xx

So sorry for your loss.

So sorry to hear about your loss. They leave such a huge gap in our lives, which can never be fully filled. Stay strong and know that you did your best for her, and I'm sure she had a wonderful life with you.

Jennysmum wrote:hoping rainbow bridge really there.

Rainbow Bridge IS there. I'm sure of that, just as I'm sure that all my previous dogs will wait for me & come over the bridge & into heaven with me when I get there.

so sorry for your loss

my heart goes out to you..

you did the right thing, even though at the time your heart would have been breaking...

take care XXXXXXX

Rainbow Bridge

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

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jenny and our taz will be playing at rainbow bridge hopefully, sorry for your loss if you ever need to chat we are here.

Awww so sorry for your loss

Don't feel guilty. She's not suffered

Take care *hugs* xx

So sorry for your loss xx

So sorry for your loss. RIP Jenny, run free at rainbow bridge till your mum gets there. ><

So sorry for your loss

oh thank you all so much for your kindness.sobbing like a toddler again readin rainbow bridge poem.cant believe how hard this has hit me wish she was here.or i was there.need to cuddle her big bum n belly again.wish id waited she mite have recovered-silly i know.she looked done in and pained n miserable for first time so i kno i did best thing:probably sooner tbh.it was awful tho she cried in pain when needle went in and struggled .worst thing ever.must be awful to be a vet.complete madness i know but keep loiking at rescue pages.always had a dog.may try volunteer at a rescue.how long before i think about nother one;not to replace.il never stop missin her.im 47 andvshe made me laugh out loud every day.huge personalities rnt they.opened my door this am for a cig and a stray brindle boxer was sitting there.cldnt believe it.he was starving stinky n so awfully skinny.but gorgeous..real kisser n leaner yknow.spent great fun day with him.so wantd to keep him but took him to vet for chip check;hed just been adoptd that week n lovely lady had been looking for him all day.he was so excited to c her so pleased id dint just keep him.house just a house without a dog for mexxmiss her in me bed.clairexx

Jenny, you sound so sad but I'm glad you have somewhere you can talk about your angel girl without ridicule and we all understand where you are coming from.
Don't blame yourself and try not to think about the last time you were with her, try and focus on all the wonderful happy times you both shared.
I'd love to see some pics of her although I know it will make you cry posting them.
There is a link to a pet memorial thread on the forum, not sure if you've seen it but if you post a little tribute there it won't get lost in the forum.
Here's the link
https://staffy-bull-terrier.niceboard.com/f38-pet-memorial-forum
Big big, hugs to you, we are all here if you need to talk. ><
Lee xx